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19.6.02 ( 19.6.02 ) Ally Yes, I know... I haven't posted much recently. Things have kinda been up in the air for me, but now they are solidly back on the ground. And with a thud. So sucks life.... Well, what can I say? Another failed attempt, another crack in the dream. I suppose it's what they call destiny and risk taking. I think I'd rather take a risk in the traditional sense of the word... You know, like doing a parachute jump.... Will the chute open, or wont it. Calculated risk. I can deal with that. But I suppose that's the way the cookie crumbles. Stupid damn cookie. The hospital thing didn't go too well. Well, when I say that, it did but it didn't. The doc was pleased that I've got myself a job, exstatic, actually, but pissed at me for not eating properly. The she goes and tells me that the muscle biopsy they took in January showed more muscle damage, but that all the tests they did came through clear. They couldn't find the root of the MD. Some of the muscle has now been sent to the rare muscle conditions research place in Newcastle. Wonder if they'll find what's causing this, or will I just remain a blip on the medical world. Hmph. Anyway, I've taken a week off work, just to relax and get back to being me, and not some machine. That's what I feel like in that place. I tell ya, just call me Robbie, cos I feel like a damn robot. But one good thing that's happened in respect to work... We've finally been listened to, and hopefully byt the time I get back some changes will have been made for the better. Woohoo. And another 6 team leader jobs are gonna be up for the fighting for, so the bastards better give me the job this time. Dumb asses. #
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